Break the ice....

I know I haven’t been able to update for days now. I’m trying and squeezing my brain on what to write and what to post. But to no avail. I feel like I have posted everything I wanted to post. There maybe some things out there interesting enough to post about but I don’t know what it is. Or maybe the laziness part of myself just overtakes the not-so-lazy part of me. It’s like I’m having difficulty concentrating on what topic to write. Although I still have the desire about my blog and I just can’t leave this blogging thing just like that.

Like what I said, blogging really helps clear my mind. Instead of like visiting a psychologist or a shrink, I might as well blog and write Lolz! I guess I just have to focus more and get motivated. As in philosophy puts it, without stimulus or focus, the individual is confronted with nothingness, the meaninglessness of existence, and experiences existential anxiety.

So what’s there to write about??? Britney, Britney and more Britney. Give me a break! It’s like I have written about her a lot already. Makes me wanna puke if I’d write more of her. Well, it’s her bday last dec. 2 and she just released a new video of her second single “piece of me” from her hot new album. The video? It’s amazing I just love it. Met every expectation that I have and the last 30 seconds when she starts dancing just gave me the shivers down my spine. She’s really back bitchessssss. OMG, can’t believe I just talked about her again. I’m sick! Wahhhhhhhh! LMAO!

It seems like my world is not cooperating this days so to speak. For one, the past weekend had been boring. I wanna welcome myself to the “boring-weekend-club” if there’s any. I wonder how people spend their boring weekends and have fun. Don't get me wrong, there is stuff to do. There just wasn't enough stuff to keep me busy through the weekend here, being that I always have to have something to do.

With two days of dissatisfying weekend. I have to do something. Don’t what to happen it again. Goshhh I don’t wanna think this would be the end of my social life. What I guess is that I am just another case of the too-much-partying gets u burned out kind of thing.

The other thing that bothers me now is the fact that I could not update my blog at the office. Since my personal account had been block by EY-IT. No yahoo, no google, no personal sites for me. I’m telling you it’s totally blocked. I have been updating my site at the office since I started blogging. How am I supposed to do that now? Especially that I could write easily when I am at my office desk more than in my room. There’s just too much to face in the house, too many forces I had to deal. It’s kind of like hard to do that at home. Do I have a choice? The answer is NO!

Well, believe me that’s more of the two things that bothers me now in a nutshell, a boring weekend and a no-internet-access for me at the office.

With these things in my way, I know for sure that updates will be a bit slow in the coming days. Esp. that hajj vacation will be in 2 days and I will have 5 days off with one itinerary during that 5 days. God, life can be boring. Lolz!

Anyway, I will try to post some pictures and a story for that next week.

BTW, who is the readership for this supposed to be??? BORING!!!