I wanna know what love is....

Healing Heart
Chinese Character for love

At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes -- all you need is one.

If one life can really make an impact on the world and you believe that one man can change many lives and your life. The question is, how will u ever know that, that one person is the right person for u?

It’s so funny how and what love can do to a person. You do things beyond your imagination, beyond anything. It feels a lot like being stretched and pulled from opposite ends, wanting to love and give all that you can yet knowing that, sometimes, a “no” must be heard. And then you feel pain flowing all inside you. Pain that somehow made you realize how hooked you are to that person.

Like what I have said in my previous posting; life’s funny sometimes; can push pretty hard like when you fall in love with someone but they forget to love you back, like when your bestfriend has been trying to help you get to him and the guy you like just leave you alone, hanging on to nothing, and you can’t take it back. In life, they call this “pushing back”.

But It’s alright to cry over the sad or sometimes silly things we have done out of love. There’s always seconds chances and hope. Every once in a while we step up, we rise above ourselves. Sometimes they surprise us, and sometimes they fall short. But if you look close enough you find hope in the words of your friends, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, and if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.

Once in a while people push on to something better. Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in. Or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quite persistence of a dream.

I don’t know why people put things off that easily, without trying even harder, but if I had to guess. I’d say it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure. Fear of pain. Fear of rejection. Sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you’re wrong? What if you make a mistake you can’t undo? Whatever it is we're afraid of, one thing holds true: that by the time the pain of not doing the thing gets worse than the fear of doing it. It can feel like we're carrying around a giant tumor.

There is a right time for everything and the perfect time will come. When this happens, though, we will reap the benefits of our hard work and patience. Just have faith. Just think, we could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.

Someone once told me; every song has an ending, but is that any reason not to enjoy the music?

To end, I’d like to quote some lines of a movie of Mandy Moore; A Walk to Remember. This answers the question of the title of this blog which goes;

"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins but delights in the truth and to hope and to endure whatever comes. There are three things that last faith, hope and love, and love is the greatest of these."

P.S. I’m dedicating this piece to a friend of mine who was sooo inlove and failed (you know who you are). I’m on your side my friend.